I was carried away..

I was tired after my morning shift today,even though I have 6 hours duty. My body tells everything that I'm not feeling good. I really don't know,maybe it's a mixed feeling because next week is my first treatment. My menstruation period is on going and it could possible caused why I looked tired and unhappy.

At work this morning after the coffe break hour 11.00. The Lucia participant from daycare center came by and sang Lucia song. Ooh they are so cute and I was carried away. I cried while watching and listening them singing Merry Christmas song. What a solemn atmosphere we have in the department. I am so sensitive with these small things. It reflected me more how I long for an own child.

This IVF is my only chance and hope. It's hard enough to be a mother?