just about my pregnancy!

I am now 7 weeks pregnant and waiting for my 2ND ultra sound. Most of the time I feel fine in the morning and have evening sickness. I find out and understand that carrying life is a miracle and gift! but how to describe the whole aspect as pregnant is not easy.

The stress and worries during pregnancy is hard to deny. At home I have nothing to complain,because usually it's my husband who cooked food and helped me the households. But deep inside me I cannot avoid to be worried. I know that "God"will provide but I am just human. Human mind with a weak heart and sensitive soul.

Sensitive feeling is normal for pregnant woman,and it's so easy for others to say"be positive" but the situation sometime is hard to control. I told my husband the other day to ignore me if I am in my "game"(means with my high hormone) indeed he understand and it makes me feel so good.

The books that I borrowed from my friends and some of them bought by my husband helps me more to understand and gave me lot of information. Going at work is healthy for me but with extra care of course. Meeting people everyday and doing another things aside from being alone at home is quite good for me and for my "baby".