essence of me!

I woke up today with full of home again. Hope to be pregnant and have a baby someday.This is the first time that I write my intimate feeling that I want to be a mother! Since I'm turning 37 this year but still I have hope in me.

My husband and I did the basic examine last week and submitted his sperm at the same time. My colleague encourage me all the time that I have a big chance since now a days women could possible injected with the sperm and be pregnant. I really don't know the medical words for this but it's through injection anyway.

For the other side I was worried this time while waiting my fertility test. I really wish to have a normal pregnancy!

Thinking how hard it could be this time. I never have this feeling when I was 32. It's a sudden feeling and this is the essence of me.

Well ..well the clock is still turning and I have hope.