heart sound

Monday morning as scheduled today  midwife visit at 10.00hour. A regular check up is good for me and to my baby. One of my (Filipina)friend will flight to Philippines tomorrow so I prepared something she could bring for my family there. A sort of vitamins that I think it's hard to send via airmail and happy to have a friend that could bring it  safe.

I sometimes feel little envy because I really want to spend my summer vacation in Cebu as planned before. But I need to take care my health and my "baby" of course, to flight long hour is not good and could be possible to be stranded. I decided to spend my summer here in Sweden by visiting the different places that I never seen before. I could wait long hour trip!in the future.

Continue in the medical center my midwife told me that she will listen"baby" heart. I asked her permission if I could record or take some video. Ohhh!what a lovely and wonderful feeling and a gush of emotion me and my husband got. The mixed feeling become tears!!!!..

just do it

Another day and another end of the week. My morning was usual as always,woke up at hour 6.00 preparing for work. It's not important for me if the weather is bad today anyway I have my whole day shift. rain and cloudy happened sometimes as typical weather on way to summer here in Gothenburg. I have my 1 day off yesterday and spend half day by chatting my family abroad. Then went to the city in the afternoon, I don't have any special things need to buy I only enjoyed myself looking around in the city.

I am now on my way 5 months of my pregnancy exactly this Wednesday. More and more I feel heavy and not easy to do things. I always take it easy as I could,but at being pregnant is not really easy! I spend my time talking to my stomach since the baby inside now start to noticed "mothers voice". It makes me special of course when theirs a time that it keep on kicking while I'm doing massage in my stomach.

baby ultrasound

Wonderful...wonderful,and a feeling of completeness. Thank you God!the "baby"inside me is normal as shows in my ultra sound. Baby's size is 15.4 cm and it started to move more that I could notice as before and what I've seen in the ultra sound was not easy to describe.The movement when she/he kick my feeling oh Lord hard to describe.I am totally happy and satisfied with my baby growing.I am proud!

the unexpected!

Typical Monday that lot of things need to be done at work. I was tired after my morning shift,have plan to take a walk after work but I can't take it today. I change my mind and phoned my husband if he could pick  me up instead. I will make it possible next time.

Sleepy,hot and I feel tight in my stomach!ohhh I am week 19 this week so it's not strange. Sign that my "baby" continue growing. I hope everything is fine and much excited for tomorrows ultra sound. well,while on way home I keep on talking to my hubby until we reach at his mothers house. He used to park the taxi car and change( to our private car),so I wait him and waited inside our (private car).

I am thinking not to get inside the house since I meet here yesterday and I would like to be home soon so that I can relax and fixed our dinner. After 5 minutes waiting my husband to be ready he asked me if I can come in inside. I have no idea why but I never listen to him because I thought that he only joking(as he used too). He told me again to come in and so I get out in the car and when I was in the main door what a delicious smell?

My husband and my mother in law prepared dinner and they surprised me!!! I know I am lucky to have them both.

Saturday picnic

The nice weather continue today and even yesterday. We did our premier Saturday barbecue  in the beach. My husband brought his fishing stuff and an extra for me if I like to try he said. We have with us one used outdoor grill and I  bought corn,potato salad as perfect for grill and both our favorite.

I have nothing to say about the view and the place because it was so beautiful. It was hot and I felt little stung in my skin but I am not worried  about since I used sun block. The sea water was still cold but people are eager to swim. The surrounding's smells barbecue, a busy Saturday in the beach as I could describe.

While waiting the marinated meat to be done at the same time my husband concentrate with his hobby(fishing). I saw him enjoying every minute he throw his casting rod. I have my "net book" with me so I started chatting with my family in Philippines at the same time. Time goes by and we decided to start the barbecue,I feel little bit hungry after the delicious smells that spread in the beach.

The best Saturdays ever that we spend together!as I told to my husband while we enjoyed our dinner in the beach. We was at home around hour 19.00 and directly felt asleep at hour 20.00 in the couch(sleepy after having fresh air for how many hours)and not even have enough energy to update my blog. I woke up almost hour 01.00 in the night but my husband still watching his favorite TV program. Hour 01.30 landed in bed.

my whim for today

Trust!easy to say but hard to find the right person who could give us 100%. We keep on searching friend but sometimes we failed and not sure to home we could really lend on. We are good of keeping promises but don't forget that we are much better of broken it. Sounds funny,but  if we try to analyzed how we human play our game in life. Have you noticed that everybody born to be the same in terms of self interest.

Family members turn to be enemy and lose ones trust  because of  inheritance fight. Money and material thing is  "evil" and spreading all over the world. No matter what culture you belong this is the fact. How could we stop this?why we are not God?contented of everything and wanted to be simple most of all humble.

Simple reason it's not easy being human.We are human that cannot make 100%perfect but good to know that we are trying. It doesn't matter if some people think that you are not doing right  today. Accept your fault and learn your mistake then you will be a better person at the next day. Remember no one is perfect except God so don't  judge others action and failure because we are all the same.

wonderful wednesday!

What a wonderful day we have here in Gothenburg. We finally experienced our first summer weather. Every one seems happy and take the chance to spend their day outside. We have a limited summer month here since we change seasons and summer is the shorter season among them all. We love the sun and used no umbrella!!!

After work I took a short walk just inside the place where I live. Hmmm what a feeling!when I heard the birds singing in the garden. It was a relaxing moment even though I am alone because my husband is out for his hobby(fishing)with his friend.

I am exactly 4 months and 2 weeks pregnant!today and next week May 25Th is my next ultra sounds. I cannot wait!!to see my "baby"again swimming in my matrix. I keep and tried to be calm everyday avoiding stress from work and eat nutritious food. Breathing fresh air is good to my baby and even to myself. So I keep on walking as I could.

In the other side of the garden I sat and looked this beautiful landscape. Full of wild flowers....wood anemone as they called it.

Tulip is not bloom yet but I think after another weeks flower will come with each different color. Goodbye thick jacket!I can now have my summer attire!