baby ultrasound

Wonderful...wonderful,and a feeling of completeness. Thank you God!the "baby"inside me is normal as shows in my ultra sound. Baby's size is 15.4 cm and it started to move more that I could notice as before and what I've seen in the ultra sound was not easy to describe.The movement when she/he kick my feeling oh Lord hard to describe.I am totally happy and satisfied with my baby growing.I am proud!

the unexpected!

Typical Monday that lot of things need to be done at work. I was tired after my morning shift,have plan to take a walk after work but I can't take it today. I change my mind and phoned my husband if he could pick  me up instead. I will make it possible next time.

Sleepy,hot and I feel tight in my stomach!ohhh I am week 19 this week so it's not strange. Sign that my "baby" continue growing. I hope everything is fine and much excited for tomorrows ultra sound. well,while on way home I keep on talking to my hubby until we reach at his mothers house. He used to park the taxi car and change( to our private car),so I wait him and waited inside our (private car).

I am thinking not to get inside the house since I meet here yesterday and I would like to be home soon so that I can relax and fixed our dinner. After 5 minutes waiting my husband to be ready he asked me if I can come in inside. I have no idea why but I never listen to him because I thought that he only joking(as he used too). He told me again to come in and so I get out in the car and when I was in the main door what a delicious smell?

My husband and my mother in law prepared dinner and they surprised me!!! I know I am lucky to have them both.

Saturday picnic

The nice weather continue today and even yesterday. We did our premier Saturday barbecue  in the beach. My husband brought his fishing stuff and an extra for me if I like to try he said. We have with us one used outdoor grill and I  bought corn,potato salad as perfect for grill and both our favorite.

I have nothing to say about the view and the place because it was so beautiful. It was hot and I felt little stung in my skin but I am not worried  about since I used sun block. The sea water was still cold but people are eager to swim. The surrounding's smells barbecue, a busy Saturday in the beach as I could describe.

While waiting the marinated meat to be done at the same time my husband concentrate with his hobby(fishing). I saw him enjoying every minute he throw his casting rod. I have my "net book" with me so I started chatting with my family in Philippines at the same time. Time goes by and we decided to start the barbecue,I feel little bit hungry after the delicious smells that spread in the beach.

The best Saturdays ever that we spend together!as I told to my husband while we enjoyed our dinner in the beach. We was at home around hour 19.00 and directly felt asleep at hour 20.00 in the couch(sleepy after having fresh air for how many hours)and not even have enough energy to update my blog. I woke up almost hour 01.00 in the night but my husband still watching his favorite TV program. Hour 01.30 landed in bed.

my whim for today

Trust!easy to say but hard to find the right person who could give us 100%. We keep on searching friend but sometimes we failed and not sure to home we could really lend on. We are good of keeping promises but don't forget that we are much better of broken it. Sounds funny,but  if we try to analyzed how we human play our game in life. Have you noticed that everybody born to be the same in terms of self interest.

Family members turn to be enemy and lose ones trust  because of  inheritance fight. Money and material thing is  "evil" and spreading all over the world. No matter what culture you belong this is the fact. How could we stop this?why we are not God?contented of everything and wanted to be simple most of all humble.

Simple reason it's not easy being human.We are human that cannot make 100%perfect but good to know that we are trying. It doesn't matter if some people think that you are not doing right  today. Accept your fault and learn your mistake then you will be a better person at the next day. Remember no one is perfect except God so don't  judge others action and failure because we are all the same.

wonderful wednesday!

What a wonderful day we have here in Gothenburg. We finally experienced our first summer weather. Every one seems happy and take the chance to spend their day outside. We have a limited summer month here since we change seasons and summer is the shorter season among them all. We love the sun and used no umbrella!!!

After work I took a short walk just inside the place where I live. Hmmm what a feeling!when I heard the birds singing in the garden. It was a relaxing moment even though I am alone because my husband is out for his hobby(fishing)with his friend.

I am exactly 4 months and 2 weeks pregnant!today and next week May 25Th is my next ultra sounds. I cannot wait!!to see my "baby"again swimming in my matrix. I keep and tried to be calm everyday avoiding stress from work and eat nutritious food. Breathing fresh air is good to my baby and even to myself. So I keep on walking as I could.

In the other side of the garden I sat and looked this beautiful landscape. Full of wild flowers....wood anemone as they called it.

Tulip is not bloom yet but I think after another weeks flower will come with each different color. Goodbye thick jacket!I can now have my summer attire!

They called ESBL

Once again I have a sensitive topic that I write in my blog today.  I feel hesitate in the first place but since  I was thinking that maybe it could help and even give information to some pregnant women. Working in care industry is  advantage for you as a person because you learn more about medicine and some other related situation. But risk factor cannot be avoided like for instance the infection from the patience that possible spread away.

The good thing that I learned here that people care their health. They are active to have vaccine for both kind of disease( that could spread away )named it hepatitis,tbc,and the rest that could possible to stop by vaccine. One big reason why foreign people not afraid to travel in risk country like Africa and some part in South Asia.They make sure that they are protected against the bad bacteria that could killed them under their journey.

Today's concern of mine was about this ESBL(Extended Spectrum Beta Lactamase). This kind of bacteria spread away in hospitals and nursing home. A feeling of panic was what I've experienced this morning. We have 1 patient which is recently carrier of a disease that I mentioned above. I got worried as of course for my "baby". I right away pick up the phone and asked advise from my midwife if I need to stay away the patient for the safe of my baby. But she said it¨s not a problem and not dangerous for "fetus".

Thankful I was because this kind of bacteria cannot spread through host or we say by air. This could be travel through contact by hands. One thing I need to do is follow the hygiene routine (by washing hands and using gloves etc.). I was lightened and could breath back!

my pregnancy food

As all of people says that pregnant women eat strange food during their pregnancy period. No matter what it takes but "pregnant" will have it. Strange right?but it is totally true. Base on my own experienced from my 4 weeks  I always like egg. Boiled egg  in the morning and sometimes fried egg in the evening. That made my husband laughed and he understand of course. Most of the pregnant (book) says that if pregnant like to eat some kind of food that rich in some vitamins and mineral that means your body needed it.

That's one reason why you need to understand why pregnant eat strange food. But theirs some kind of food that have no vitamins but still you want it. Hard to explain  why we pregnant!like it and that.

Food next I like,hehehehhe hummer!!and I was totally crazy that makes additional work to my husband and did check in different  fish store. Hummer is hard to find here specially winter season(but theirs some frozen cooked hummer).I cannot control myself and became deparate to eat hummer. Not easy to explain either why?the idea of what kind of food I wanted today comes in a sudden.  

Last thing funny for me when one day my husband asked me if I would like "kebab". No as I answered!but when he arrived home and see it on his plate. hehehe I asked him if he can share half to me.