the ocean

Tuesday first day of June,bye bye month of May. Work summer brake is absolutely  near( week 25) and I have 1 month straight holiday. We also celebrate our 5 years anniversary soon this June 25 so I keep on thinking for positive things and hope we can spend our special day without hassle.

This morning and I say the whole seems not my good day at work. Maybe the warm weather made me tired or maybe because I am in my 5 months pregnant now. It's getting heavier in my stomach that sometimes hard to bend down directly.

This month I have more possibility to read child books and even could communicate my "baby". More interesting right?which I feel more and more that being a mom is so special in spite of the strange changes of my body. Everything is worth!and thinking that I carried a new life inside me.

Today as escape stress after work my husband and I decided to have dinner in the beach again. The weather was nice 23 degree warm. We bought barbecue chicken and salad potato since we have no time to marinate meat. The ocean breeze bring my mind to somewhere that I did forgot that I had a tough day today. Watching my husband fishing and observe every moment when he catches 3 garfish. A kind of fish that Swedish people don't mind to eat because of the tiny bone in it. "Bawo" as we called it in my dialect that I used to cooked with soap or grill in the oven. Delicious!